Post by devi on Jul 23, 2009 17:51:29 GMT -6
-sarah renee.
Hello... My name is Sarah, I'm sure you have a mild thirst to know a bit about me? Well, I can only assist you with this craving to a certain extent, for in the end, you and you only can make what you want of me. I can merely tell you what I desire to be in your eyes, but who am I to dictate your judgements, and what you percieve? I'm human. I'm female. To tell you that I am admirable would be unjust, and in my eyes, false. I can only go as far as to tell you, that I am merely the image that I portray, of what I would like to be. Intelligence would be firm in this facade. Stabibility? I feel that I am most definately stable. Strengths? In my time I've come to acknowledge that even my enemies find me to be one of strong stature. Allow me to let you in on a little secret, however.. Pain is simply a flaw in the thought process of one's mind, to endure physical pain, others find this to be a sign of strength. Perhaps it is? Once again, who am I to place judgement on your beliefs? Emotionally, I discern many weaknesses on my part. Not many take note of this upon acquaintance, and my eyes are most certainly not a set of windows. The image I portray... I feel that I have a good head on my shoulders, and I'm gradually finding my way in life, moving up. I also find it safe to say that I am dappled with a touch of craze, and sanity is at times, difficult to find present in my mentality. My persona. Conversing with me can at times be carefree, and a moment of humor. At times, however, it can be an unnerving experience, a jigsaw puzzle you just cant seem to put together. I find the world to be fascinating in many ways, and I view it in hues and layers. I am well aware that we are all manifested in the same fashion, and that I am no better than you, nor am I beneath you. I am not one of disrespect, however abstract my morals may seem to you. I am not one to pass judgement on you without reason, nor am I one to compare. No, I am not a fool, and I am not one to be toyed with lightly. Nor do I feel that comprehending the way I think, is even remotely possible. I do, however, feel that regret is a word that is alien to me. Where would I be today if I had not made and learned from flawed decisions come to past? This is not an answer anyone can provide for me, nor is it in answer I think I'd find very appealing. You can make your assumptions, and judge me for what you think you see. I'm curious to know how you percieve me, and if you find that I am one of interest, feel free to send me a message and let me know. I don't bite.
Love.. Such a complex word, and yet in my eyes it's cloaked in an array of vibrant color, and missing pieces. Love isn't a word I feel should be tossed around lightly, most definately not an emotion to meddle with. Family, I've come to find, is forever deserving of unconditional love, regardless of what difficulties might come between. As far as a lover, I feel that one should never search. Nor do I feel that you should ever leave your life in the hands of "fate", I do not believe that merely by doing nothing, you will attract the one you find to be "Ms./Mr. Right". They can only be right by your terms, and they will always come with their burdens. But love is an emotional bond, wether it be family, or a significant other, that is not easy to establish, and even more difficult to break. I feel that one should never rush emotion, or try to fool yourself into believing that this person is it, when you feel that you couldn't possibly find anyone else, and yet your not completely satisfied.. Never do this to yourself. I am a firm believer that you should never feel strained, or unsure of your feelings for another. If this is the case, then don't pursue it further, you deserve better. Regardless of who you are. I believe this person should have you at ease at all times, and comfort should never be an issue. I feel material items should never play a role in your decision, nor should anyone else's opinion. Happiness is the key, and love is beautiful, but never push it. You are in control, and you should do whatever it is to keep yourself comfortable, and at peace with the choices you've made. Do not ever feel envious of what somebody else has in this catagory, you deserve it too, and your in control of wether or not you achieve this. Live your life, and 'venture into what you feel to be out of reach. Because it's not. Nothing is.
Name/Nicknames: My name's Sarah, however, I'd rather nobody called me that.. Online, my nicknames are Dev, Devi, and Mo. Feel free to call me any of those.
Age: I'm 19.
Gender: Female I do believe >.>
Relationships: Michael, who I've been with for quite awhile. To be honest, I'll probably end up marrying the man. Love him very much. [Michael- G0Dsinclair on this site]
Children: Nooo.. Not yet, and probably not anytime soon. I have a life ahead of me, and children will hopefully be included in that life, but not anytime soon. Mike, however, does have a 3 year old that I'm crazy about. <3
Roleplay Genres: I love roleplaying the following: Vampire, supernatural, shapeshifter, master/slavery-realistic historical, and the only animal rp I'll do, is realistic-wolf. I absolutely will NOT do fan-based roleplay, so don't ask. Otherwise, my mind is pretty open to other things.
Occupation: I've worked mainly in a call-center environment my whole life, however I am currently unemployed, and working on a degree in Graphic Design. I also have a novel in the process of being written, that I hope will be successful ^^
Beliefs/Religion/Politics: As for this subject, I'll say it once, and then I refuse to speak on the subject any further, unless you're interested in my perspective, and ask me about it. I do not consider myself an atheist, because I do believe in a higher power. I am spiritual in that sense, and that sense only. No, I won't state my opinion on the subject, simply that I believe in a higher power, and that is it. Regardless of your beliefs, I will never judge you on that, in fact, I'm 100% open-minded when it comes to religion, and I usually find other religions rather interesting. A great example of just how much I care about what your religion is- I have a good friend who believes he's a Satanist. I will not allow someone's beliefs to hinder my judgement on them as a person. Period. As for politics, I WILL NEVER discuss politics. Sure, I, like msot people, have my opinion, but I'm not going to share that opinion. It only leads to arguements, and quite frankly, I'm not one to debate on the subject with out getting pissed off, and I don't want to do that. ^^ Understood? Great. Moving on.
Roleplaying In General: I've been roleplaying for a total of 10 years, my first time being a elemental wolf-rp on neopets when I was 9 yrs old.. lol. I've been roleplaying ever since.
Hobbies/Interests: I was in the top-10 in the United States for BMX (dirt bike racing), and just recently stopped riding about 2 1/2 years ago. It's always been my passion, I love the adrenaline rush. I love living on the edge, and more often than not, I'm very unpredictable, and at times spontaneous. Keeps me interesting. I love web design, writing, reading, riding, I also love flying (I had my pilots license when I was 15.. Though I never did anything with it unfortunately.) I absolutely LOVE listening to music, of ALL kinds, and I love watching movies, but HATE T.V. As for instruments, I play the piano/keyboard, and I know the basics on a guitar >.<
Extras: I graduated from highschool when I was 16, and faught for emancipation in court, won, and had my own apartment all in a short amount of time. Been on my own ever since. Umm... As far as my personality goes, in general, I have a very sarcastic sense of humor, and I'm brutally honest, so don't take anything I say in offense. I love reading tarot cards, I love astrology, and my favorite area in history is; Egyptian era. Anything Egyptian.
Notes: I may add more to this later, if I can think of anything I left out, as for now, my brain is slacking in the memory-department. Sarah-out. xD[/size]